Feelings just don't fade that easily ....

When feelings once were strong between two people , no matter what happens , the feelings somehow stay in them even though it has only left small little bits . Seeing them happy makes you happy no matter what even if that's gonna hurt you . You just have to accept the fact that their happiness isn't in your hands anymore. Letting them go might not what you want but for the sake of their happiness , you just have to ..with a heavy heart..

2013 :)

What a wonderful world :)

Hello there! 2012 has just left us 31 days ago and here were are in 2013 .Lots of sweet and bitter memories remains here with us for us to remember it . Nonetheless , we are who we are now because of what the past made us to be .So how's your 2013 so far? Mine has been quite tiring and stress as school has reopened since a month ago and timetable has always been hectic. However looking on the brighter side , there's only 2 weeks of school left till the long holiday break. Yeay! :) Also after the long break, I'll be in year 2 in my college . Time flies so fast !! It still feels like I just started schooling in my current college . The next thing I'll realise is that I'm in year 3 and soon serving my National Service .

Have you ever loved someone..?

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when they become the main source of your pain?

-EMINEM

Unexplained feelings ..

Feelings come and go but memories come and stays in a person. The sweetness of the memories puts a smile on a person when he thinks of it but the bitterness of the memories leaves a scar and flood one's eyes with tears . Love is a game which has no end . Time, efforts and sacrifices are the roots of Love . Without these roots, Love will never happen to a person . Love can bring you up and make you feel like you're in cloud nine but Love can destroy you at any time leaving you with pains and sorrows that you'll have to live with it . I was in this situation before and I know how it feels like . It sucks to be feeling this way but what to do, this is life . However I thank god for letting this happen to me because only after this incident, I realised that love isn't always like those you see in the movies . It wakes me up from me from dreaming and throw reality to me . Be it you're ready to face changes or not, there's no choice but to face it . Every start has an end . To me Love has start but there's no end to it . When you love someone , no matter what they do to you , you would still love them even if it's a little . Sometimes along the journey of your love period , feelings will changes . It's either it goes up or down . It's just a matter of time . Working things out with your partner doesn't always solves the problem . To make this worse , your partner has feelings for another person . After trying so hard to work things out between the two of you but you still fail, there's only one solution , let her go . Sometimes you might feel that she's the one for you but that doesn't mean she's the one for you . Her happiness might be in someone else's hands. When that happens , let her go , so that she can find her own happiness . It's painful but it's for the best of the two of you . In conclusion , Love is complicated .

Soccer with ex sec school classmates

What a workout I had . Played 2 hours of futsal with the peeps and I was surprised my stamina is still there . Round of applause for me :) Not only that , I played my top form. Scored a few goals which was wonderful and Ole the peeps a few times . Haha. Can't stop laughing when playing soccer with them indeed. Happy boy now . After working out , as usual my stomach made noise . Time to refill the empty tank . Called mummy and he told me she cook my fav dish. Oh god I feel so blessed ^^ cancelled my plans to go lunch with the peeps and decide to eat at home instead . Shall blog later. Tooodles !!

Missing you badly :(

Hey I really miss you so badly. Where has the good times gone to ? Has all the promises both of us made has faded ? I miss you , I miss us, I miss who I used to be when I was with you and lastly I miss the smiles of yours :') Your voice used to be the one thing that could heal any pain i felt, your hugs made me feel warm whenever I felt cold, and your kisses that made me kept thinking of it whenever I think of you .  Do you still think of me ? All I ask for now is to have you by my side and make new memories again :')

Bottled Feelings ...

Why do I still have feelings for the girl who has hurt me that bad before? Is it natural for someone to have this feelings after a long time?